On/Off

I look in the mirror and
I am weaker than my reflection
This image is all I seek
As I restlessly wonder up a peek

So I turn it off
And on again
Just like the shifting lights
Of day and night in my doorway
And the memories
Of everything
That´s ever said and done
It makes it easier to leave it on

Monotomy makes me weary
Assurance awakes distructiveness
As I lie in my diary
To justify the choices I make

So I turn it off
And on again

Just like the shifting lights
Of day and night in my doorway
And the memories
Of everything
That´s ever said and done
It makes it easier to leave it on